"I'd need way more money at my disposal that I've got for that, so..." He shrugs, shaking his head. "And I don't have all the work I'd need to put out a game any time soon. So if I can get some funding for research then I can work on a game and teach and maybe find someone to back me and..." He realises that he's rambling and catches himself, taking a sip of his wine. "Sorry. This is...Yeah. I love it. So."